its been ling and endless!

i just did the routine plus a few more thing, but at the end of the day i want to sleep and do not wake up for some time

i made a list for Mary, she read it, she is always there and its good for my tired soul!

1- wake up at 6:50, run to kitchen pack Di’s breakfast and snack for kita

2- Di and Ar wake up, change diapers and clothes, give them some breakfast to eat and finish packing

3- put their clothes on, run to the car, drive to kita. put the first one in kita

4 – go to Jugendamt and send application for parental leave

5 run home, feed the second one, change her clothes, she pooped! great reward after massive fight with constipation..

Call the court for the invitation as witness. have two minor discussion with husband and run for grocery shopping.

6- shop for the entire two weeks! wow our grocery shopping is massive now!

7- drive back to kita to pick up the first one, the second one is not calm in the car, stressed while driving

8- drive back home, give food to the small one, snack to the first one, meet Ingela, prepare for going to the walk together

9- drive to the little farm, close to our place, fantastic blue sky with golden sun! second one nag! first one enjoy playing in the mud

10- drive back, bath the first one, feed them both, eat some quick fried egg and try to keep them apart so they dont fight

11- husband come around 7:30pm, give them to him and come to have a little alone time for myself

i need to write these down to digest them and calm down